SIGH

So,it's been quite awhile since i've written anything on here,i wasn't planning on it,but i think i need to start up again.It's been quite a year,not as crazy as last year.I turned 40 this year,ugh! (i hate it)I am still working at home,though i have very few clients left,this economy is killing me,Joe is still at Target and he also gets unemployment which i'm grateful for because without it we would literally be out on the street,this is the worst we've been financially,i can't really even afford Xmas,i've gotten Joe a few things,nothing spectacular,but i just felt like i should get something,he's been the best thing about my life since we met.I do feel bad that i can't afford to get my family anything,i can't even get to their house for Xmas,we have no car.I don't mean to sound all sobby but i just wish things would get better,soon.