Thursday, March 17, 2011

HAPPY 2

Ok,so i had been feeling very shitty lately and i was placing alot of blame on Joe,and i couldn't find any way to make me feel better,i thought time away here and there might help,it didn't.Everyone kept telling me to talk to Joe about everything,cause up to this point i hadn't.Then while i was coming home from my last little get-away,i was really trying to figure out what i wanted.I have known for quite a few years i could make it on my own,the thing is i just didn't want to, regardless of whether he would be ok by himself,i just didn't want to leave.So when i got home we talked about things,i told him exactly how i felt,he told me he felt something was going on,and he was feeling similar,that we both hate it here,i really feel like it's killing our relationship.And since we talked i feel like the weight i've been carrying is gone.So we decided to save as much $ as we could and we're moving to WA,min. wage is a little higher and i can get my cosme.license with no problem and alot of the rents are cheaper than ours,hopefully in about 6-8 mos. we'll be outta here.