WORLD

So....a global pandemic happened,it seems to have changed the world as we know, just like a lot of other things in history,this is pretty life altering. Many are infected,many more have died,this thing came on so suddenly and has made the future of things so uncertain for everyone.....funny how a month ago my biggest problem was wondering how I could swing moving to SF,i was laid off,now i'm jobless again wondering if I can even afford to live where I am,hopefully I can get unemployment soon. I had an ulcer flare up a few days ago and it scared me,which brought on a mini panic attack that I was able to fight back down but this thing which I know will end before too long,may not end anytime soon....i'm trying to keep some hope alive that I can maybe still move by May or June,im treating this as another world disaster that we can get past like we have all the others,im not 100% positive with everything in life but I am trying to keep some positivity,if I don't whats the point of anything,right?

CHANGES

So...it's been about 7 months since the last post,last August I was fired from Rudy's,thanx to Monica the bitch troll from hell for literally no reason.I ended up working at Bishops,i've been there for over 4 months,it's ok...i'm not married to it,i was planning to move to Texas but i'm just not ready for that,perhaps one day I might be,i REALLY wanna move back to SF,Alan says we can get a place together,with Puppy and maybe Zach,that would be amazing,i need to plan a trip down there so we can look for something,i also need to pick up my Cosmo license while im there....I know it's expensive af to live there but if theres 4 of us,i think it'll be fine,we'll see what the future holds!