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So,there's no post header,i just couldn't think of one to describe what i'm writing,Joe and i are pretty much over,we are still friends of course but that's about it......i snooped on his phone and saw that he's been sexting with his friend,that was it for me,i'm not sad or upset,i just want my own space now.I finally bought a mannequin and made a Wonder Woman costume,now i can't stop coming up with other costume ideas,we'll see what all i come up with.

DONE

So,i've been back for about 5 mos. and this relationship is already dying,i really thought it would be better between us but it's heading the way it did in Fairfield,he talks to his "friend" more than me and i just don't rate anymore, so i realized we don't belong together,it sucks cuz i still want him in my life but he doesnt love me like i want him too.I feel like Shoan did back in the day,i just couldn't love him the way he wanted,guess now i'm on the other end......

BACK

So,i've been back in Seattle for about 4 mos. i got my job back at Shear Madness,Ace has settled in....for the most part. Joe and i are talking about getting married and i've been very happy since i've been back,eventually when the lease is up,we want to move to a small house or something.....we'll see.

JOE

So,i got back together with Joe...i tried to pretend i didnt love him and miss him as much as i do,but i couldnt do it anymore. So i'm planning to move back to Seattle at the end of next month,i just need to find someone to help me move,my options are few.Hopefully i can find someone.

LIFE

So,i've been back in CA for a little over a month and things are good....though i need to find a better job,i'm not making nearly enough to really live,tax time is next month thankfully.I miss Joe and Gizzy alot,i got another dog and i named her Ace,she's a handful but i love her alot.I am really bored spending so much time alone,i really need to find some friends,though it sounds easier than it will be,i'm sure....we'll see what happens this year.