LIFE 2

So,its been a little while.......Albert and me are still together,in fact i asked him to marry me on Christmas day,he said yes!......i'm currently planning the wedding,though we have been fighting here and there,im stressed about $ (big surprise)im not working at the club anymore,neither is Albert,that's one of our issues,he's not working......i hate fighting but im starting to feel like he's becoming too bossy and im starting to lose myself,i have given him so much and sometimes i feel like it's not enough,like he wants more.I let him redecorate the bathroom,i took down alot of my WW stuff,which for me is saying alot,i just hope its not another situation like with Joe and the house,Joe is going strong with Kevin,they are at Disneyworld (must be nice)......im not jealous because his boyfriend has $,im just upset cuz he kinda rubs it in my face how much Kevin does for him......as if i NEVER did anything for him (i only paid rent by myself for 2 years and bought all the food and gave him $ if he needed it,etc)but i feel like he's bragging about Kevin,whatevs......after all the sacrifices and things ive done for him and others,i feel like i should get something in return,im not totally selfish but i'd like the universe to pay me back a bit,i really don't think it's too much to ask for.